me

living in the past
with fond memories
thinking of future
by hope addicting
& ignoring the painful present
totally,completly.
with pain in my heart &lost dreams.
sighing about the
fallen days which
pushed me into
pain,hell,
lost

i lost myself

i lost my self:
when i see her,the b'ful her
when i think the world must be change
when i wandered lonly through the crowdy steet

& in the starry night,on the river side,
in the rain,in my dreams...

........i lost myself

my life

"the
inheritance of
loss"

why ??

in the lonely street
on a chilly night
u&i are the only
people in the world

i expect from u a warm
kiss,a tight hug
yet.......
we make our bed nearer
i burned under ur fire
and ruined
&...
u made me lost.