The '5sh' mantra

A great stress buster for me,that i do when im in stress. d "5sh mantra", try it when u r in utter stress n it vanish all ur stress away. 1Sh-shit 2Sh-shower 3sh-shampoo 4sh-shave 5sh-shag (masturbate) do it,hv fun..cool time :)

fuming

bcoz of ma ego,i cnt inspire seein others.. growin to a big idiot. self realization! ma inferiority,makes ma head down always. d minutes b4 takin a decision,m dying..to be or not to be?... black & gloom days nw hospitals is ma 2nd home, these days r i dislike to remember ,nothing keep me going.. m fuming... :(

dream weavers

Creating a paralel virtual world aganst ds real,harsh,and cruel world n traveling thru it..a joy ride dat vanishes all our sorrows..floating lyk a kite..forgetting our bad past,holding hands,we-the babies of destiny living our fantasy.. Sm tymes v think dat we woke up, As a Baby and our WHOLE Life had been a Dream..!! 'Maya'!!.. And we hv our own time freeze,melting clocks and time machines..to make us happy dreaming.. the world without worries,tears and cry. Dreaming a world that filled laughter,cheers n hapiness. Few minutes is enough to capture it..then.. still we are walking..,till the end..by weaving our dreams!!

ma nt so amazin day

MNG-
wake up @8..a hangovr feelin (I sleep less, i'm tired. I sleep more, im tired. What the hell?)..Did medtatn..n pushups..bathe,b.f..in d mng im unlykly 2go2 wrk,if ny1 dnt cmpul us,or ask y dnt u go 2 wrk? It increases..dat dslyk..uttrlazines.. Smhw make up ma mind..wrk...oops!.m takin addtnl nutrisionl suppliment..4energy..NOON
heat..-lunch wth curd..2mrw vl b lite food lyk sugarcane juice or watrmeln lunch..bathe in sweat..
alone in ma room,half boild wth heat..lonlines, freaky..seeking pleasure wthin by creatin ma own world..fantasy..heat-lyk d desert trvelrs seein oasis..m seein a swmin pool..
NYT-breeze..fasinatin..it is mor b'ful to see women in d nyt..neon lyts..txting wth ma angel..supper frm a thattukada..yummieee it is..nthn mor..itz l8nyt..gudnytzzz

ami-ma frnd

Ami..ma cute frnd..not her name,(veena peranu) i named it..and she used to call me panjarakuttan (wen m gonna2 flirt wth her);) "amide panjarakuttan"(hm..nt much changed from ma teenage years naa? Hehe:) )
Y do boys need a frnd who is a gal? Coz she Wil nvr leav u alone wen u r sad Wil mk sure u dnt skip meals 2play matchs n do wrk ...wil fight wth u 2leave ur bad habits.. evryday,evry tym, Wil txt2u 25tyms a day2 knw wat u r doin.. As galz r spcl gft of god 2 boyz..realz thr wrth n tk cr of 'em. Dis post is Dedicatd 2al gals n boys who share d luv n frndshp:) SHE-Nvr gonna gv up gal(not to me but in her lyf)..pretty woman..(nt abt having a b'ful face but having a pretty mind n soul)...and a good gal(itz rare to get ma certificate:) the one who comes in ma prayer..ma second thought..the only frnd who knows all ma secrets.. :)
She cause ma hickups..made me a fast texter,an insomniac,light heartd..she is the song that struck in ma head all the day long
..Its rare 2 gt frnd havng sam thoughts, wavelength,views& ideas..Evry evnts vl b a coincidence..each relatnshp vl b predefnd by almighty..thank god! To make our frndshp lively,we used to quarrel sometimes..smtymes i dont understand our relationshp..frnds,smtymes more than a frnd..special one..she helpin me to be a better person than who i was yesterday(she's teacher n teachin me gud)..juz happy wth each other company...splashing!!...n waitin for nothing.
Lucky..bt no tym 2love(grr..)

brk up txts2

Ma blog is all abt love..err mistak all ma blog is abt luv..i dont know why it is!!..
WHY LOVE?:
I was in love..only for knowing wat love is..fell in love wth a gal..n mad then..break up n cured...(thank god,its over)..a perfect new generation relatnshp..Blackberry batteries last longer than relationships these days :)
love..Its 4 overcome lonelines, we attracted and fall in love,itz a mutual contract..conditional love.I must say, we r not Involved in LOVE, but Loneliness makes us the VICTIMs".!!
Enjoyd!!..
BREAK UP:
A man in passiön kills himself..running away frm it..but she haunted me n her love n lust burns me..she teaches me many..abt pain,possessivenes,mad,ecstasy..
HOW TO BREAK UP:
GALS-they are like Bluetooth, if u stay close, they stay connected & if u go away, they find new devices".. :)
starving 4a beer n bitterstick..using all ma controls