Resolutions 2012

"until u hv lost ur reputation,u nvr realize wat a burden it was or wat freedom really is"
-margeret mitchel-
:)

THE CHANGE, i need..
Itz a resolution spirit dat nvr change ;) 2012 wil rOCk..
a typical mallu resolution,hehehe;)

Oops! Years r passing like minutes..
2012!not d end of d world..
Here is ma new year resolutions..its nt new..but old wine in a new bottle :)
Wanna restart ma Diary writing,Yoga n d Gym..these helps me to focus on life..wanna be more BAD n enjoy life more..thax2 margeret mitchell..no confessions ny more ;)
Wish to live according to my own rules,love to travel like gypies..wanna LIVE in ma cute addictions(read ma old blog post)..
Less fb chat n more practical..going to buy a deo,curity for ma virginity
Wanna f*** off frm a relationship.. :( OMG it kills me.
I studied nothing from ma sufferings pain n my failure..i need2change that and wanna excel in life,wanna a life with meaningful,well settled,a focused one.
a SUCCESSFUL one.
Here is a b'ful resolution poem by an unknown
"this year,it is d time to list d thing i have left undone n to do smthin abt them.the visit i hv failed to make,the word unspoken,the letters unwritten,the tasks unfinshed.
Its d time to dust off ma dreams n shine up ma ideals" :)

[thanks to sanal-ma brother,ma love(ex),chetan bhagath,margeret mitchel,and d unknown]
:)

ma semi-d8 ?

Ön 10/12/12 evening..i got a text from ma gal..xited..she skipped from offc for seeing me,wow! Ammu rocks! I juz fly ma bike to see her..bought some choco for her..she's late by 5minutes..she scold me for wasting money..i enjoyed it.. :)
She is cool and cant see d tension b4 we met..walked with her..longing for a journey dat never end..or freeze time :) ..she is reddish in colour at that time..blushed? noticed her pimple marks..cheeks..her neck,hair,bow like eyebrows... Oh god!! i want to kiss her..she feared that some one sees us..want to hold her hand..badly missed her now..iam lucky to have her..

break up texts

we r hvin a gud compny.nly bcz f sme chemistry wrkd 2gthr us.bt th sme may nt wrk 2 evry tym..wen we failed 2 find joys,nd feel lonlyns,v used each othr..talks..nothing in it..an infacuation..a crush..dats nt lyf..b prcticl,we nver vsh 2 change our preorities..also me dnt wnt 2 shut or freeze yor lyf..bt 1ting hai parybl ulla maners bye paryubol venam..dnt sad or frustd..,dnt sentimentl..bt i promise,v wil b gud frnz 4evr.u knw i hv lot f respnsblitz..ma family relied on me..lets break up..try2 undrstnd me..plz..always m try 2 mk u hpy.taz y m in a fantasy living,spends mxim time wth u..dats nt lyf..fb n textin..in our future nothing wl lead us bt nly dz gud memories.ter is no mean 4 kept formalities..i blieve u can easly rcvr..by nvr changing yor gudname in fmily..luv an angel! taz you..plz rlaxe .tc tc tc

my addictions

She- is my favourite addiction..
Thinking her all the time and taking mobile even to d toilet for texting her;-)
coke,my mobile,beer,bitter sticks,movies,fb chat (till 2am),music,babies.. ,sleeping, watching d clouds n dreaming...it goes...
coke 2ltr in evry week..open happiness:)
11hrs mobile talk in a week..both official n personal...:-O
beer-we nick named it "kuruvi soda" blue made us out of d blue..floating..
bitter sticks-smoke for the soul.;-)
hangout n movies w/ frnz.happiest hours,forget all d worries..
melt in d music n forget d world..
chat wth fb buddys n w/ my ex.. till 2am..
pinching baby's chubby cheeks,
a deep sleep on a sunday noon,watching the clouds and dreaming on a lazy evening.. :) living on these cute addictions..

WHY ME?

The saddest day of ma life just ended.i failed in a govt.job test final.its the 2nd time that i have lost ma life..
Less confidence,dull,Hurt like hell,tired, pain,broken hearted,Complex filled,loser attitude,shy,timid,frustated,hate to the world..depressd...

when i feel lost all my addictions comes out..like shit..beer,fb chat till midnyt,coke,bitter sticks,flirting like mad,masterbation...
oops!!
it take mooooore time to be normal.living as dead.
huhuhu...WHY ME :'( ?

its complicated

hm...,wen im thinkin abt her,i am disturbed,very...
Feel like mad due to possesiveness..! it kills me..and im trying harder to hide it from her..and become normal.
a nice hypocrat!
we traveling through d narrow boundary of frndshp n love..somwhere in between it..strangefeeling..complicated but its nerve twinkling...ME-WIL b a saif ali khan in love aaj kal?.afraid of it.haha:) living in those tiny things which she shared with me..and waiting for it all day long
need time freezing ;)

Random thoughts-from my sent mail box

i wanna fill u with my memories,a flood in ur inbox n in ur soul..biah blah blah ;D

Can u suggest any online de-addiction center?

If u feel m rude to u,u shud do me d same, can scold me,spit me,rape me,kick me,cheat me,f*ck me,screw me,and kick my as* n say f**k ur a*sho*e

our is a broadminded relationship
but m narrowminded

if u think m spoiled say i love u

i cn walk 100miles wen u r on d phone..
u r a hypocrat n im a cute lie ;D

wen i see my broken hearted frnds after their break up,i thought i hv nobody to loose...
M afraid now..

my random thoughts-sent mail box2

if u r busy with ur damn work,u neednt to mail me,im ok wth my lonly heart..huhuhu :c

after a quarrel:
i hate it wen i txt u sayin 'm sorry'
bcoz then after i know,u want to tell me also sorry!
My male ego
false pride..?? Grrr..

Di pls make ur lunch BIG n Heavy,coz i need a chubby cheeky,fatso,bubbly frnd.plzzz..

I checkd my mail box 35times/hous n get frustatd.:c

Miss u teribly -the old one,d nw one sucks!!

if m a millionair i juz pay u rs20000/month to chat with me;D :C

di,dnt u hv anything hot to confess/reveal me?

U r not cute wen u r nt texting me;D

Read manorama YUVA page,i condemn the arrest of innocent guys who wearing low waist..
Iam in low waist now..
And everyone has the freedom to wear what they like and india is free country.its like talibanism,who attack the women didnt wear parda. low waist-its as a fashion and its allover d world.
To the moral police-do arrest the terrorists,correpted politicians,havalas and not the boys n lovers who sit in the park.!
they arent exibitionst,if the police say so,they shud ban sari too n shud arrest the sari clad women..even though its11mtr long,it doesnt hide many part of the body like belly,navel,back... ;D
so please leave us .let us free

Raining outside,raining inside

Nice to watch the rain through my window.
Chillness,calm,and refreshing...
Opps!Nothing can compare in the world,a rainy night,hugging my pillow,in a a tight blanket :zz
sizzling rain,sad rain,lazy rain,refreshin rain.many faces n feelings..
Love it,and hate it too..
rain awakes me my sad past,lost relationships,my schooldays..iam filled with nostalgic.badly nostalgic

when it is raining,i dislike to bring umbrella with me.
dont ask me why?.. ;D

monsooning...excited iam,very
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lookin far away


need a cigerette now
raining outside,and inside
step out..

A bohemian...,
a poor guy who posses nothing,loose hair with tidy cloth.its grey,the colour of my life.living with high ideas.but Money is the real problem.
It for nothing,so my cheque has free.
Dreaming the days without worries
blank...
Strugling between reality n the dreams
tired,sleepy,and confused..a desperate soul who watching his dreams dying slowly.
Bleeding..
an island of broken dreams
walking lonly till the end.
END.

my nostalgic relationships

i had some beautiful relationships in my life and now i lost them,
lovly they are..iam not
sweet memories are with them,some taste salty tears..
my friends,sisters,mentors,gurus n mothers.....,they are mine even though i miss them and living with their sweet memories.and keep those memories as treasures.risana,asmitha,kalidas sir,ramachanran sir,rajeeshettan,sowmya,jomonettan,my+2 friends,sheelanty......
there are many death n rebirth in a life..those beautiful people n their memories helps me to get a resurrection.
tears.. :c

why i wont Vote?

Hate politicians.they are cheaters and only thinking about their pocket BIG. They are bloodsuckers n too old to walk.
They cant inspire our youth n dnt communicate with them.completly ignoring them n their ideas. /hey,look we love kalam n tharoor/
correption everywhere,even judisiary.2G 1.72 lakh crores of correption. paid news,adarsh,boforse,palmoil.lavlin....!god! it is very shocking to know that Us desides INDIAs policy. /thx 2 wikileaks/ i need to shoot all the correpted asap. We need to pay for each n evrything as bribe.correption everywhere
The bloodsucking politicians ruining our country n be against.be against all odds. jai hind

My broken leg &the other stories

Met with a bike accident.doctor prescribed 45 day of rest.
With a broken leg,struck at home with leg on a pillow,watching all the cricket matches(shouting with all boundaries n sixes),surfing all channels,sinking in the net even in the midnight [using my phone twittering,blogging,facebooking,chatting in ibibo,orcuting n some...], and doing it again n again (oops;) etc..
Life irritating:-ozz and unconfortable now but iam enjoying THE JOY OF LAZINESS.gonna sleeping now |-] zzz....

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My friends,my folks,my dreams,my hopes,my goals,my peeves,my likes,my loves,my hates,my games,my past,my times,my styles,my attitudes,my roles,my jokes,my stories,my beliefs,my hangouts,my gossips,my secrets,my chat,my blog,my space,my sports,my actions,my trips ,my holidays,my classes,my teachers,my pranks,my crushes,my fasions,my junk,my art,my craft,my music,my banps,my idols,my heroes,my villains,my lamps,my films,my dialogues