my addictions

She- is my favourite addiction..
Thinking her all the time and taking mobile even to d toilet for texting her;-)
coke,my mobile,beer,bitter sticks,movies,fb chat (till 2am),music,babies.. ,sleeping, watching d clouds n dreaming...it goes...
coke 2ltr in evry week..open happiness:)
11hrs mobile talk in a week..both official n personal...:-O
beer-we nick named it "kuruvi soda" blue made us out of d blue..floating..
bitter sticks-smoke for the soul.;-)
hangout n movies w/ frnz.happiest hours,forget all d worries..
melt in d music n forget d world..
chat wth fb buddys n w/ my ex.. till 2am..
pinching baby's chubby cheeks,
a deep sleep on a sunday noon,watching the clouds and dreaming on a lazy evening.. :) living on these cute addictions..

WHY ME?

The saddest day of ma life just ended.i failed in a govt.job test final.its the 2nd time that i have lost ma life..
Less confidence,dull,Hurt like hell,tired, pain,broken hearted,Complex filled,loser attitude,shy,timid,frustated,hate to the world..depressd...

when i feel lost all my addictions comes out..like shit..beer,fb chat till midnyt,coke,bitter sticks,flirting like mad,masterbation...
oops!!
it take mooooore time to be normal.living as dead.
huhuhu...WHY ME :'( ?

Raining outside,raining inside

Nice to watch the rain through my window.
Chillness,calm,and refreshing...
Opps!Nothing can compare in the world,a rainy night,hugging my pillow,in a a tight blanket :zz
sizzling rain,sad rain,lazy rain,refreshin rain.many faces n feelings..
Love it,and hate it too..
rain awakes me my sad past,lost relationships,my schooldays..iam filled with nostalgic.badly nostalgic

when it is raining,i dislike to bring umbrella with me.
dont ask me why?.. ;D

monsooning...excited iam,very
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lookin far away


need a cigerette now
raining outside,and inside
step out..